Cometi muitos erros na vida. Mas sempre os aceitei como um caminho para aprender, e para crescer.
Como provavelmente todos os erros são. Um caminho para o crescimento. Portanto não gosto de me arrepender.

No entanto, não posso evitar arrepender-me do que fiz. E desejar nunca o ter feito. Mesmo que isto me leve a crescer. Crescer sem ti é algo que me enche de tristeza. Só me resta aceitar.

Se algum dia houve duvidas que te amava. Agora não há! Eu amei-te. Mas nunca o consegui admitir.

From within hate burns in its eternal hell, the icy flames burst from my chest burning my spirit foremost.

Já julgava ter perdido este blog. Pensei seriamente em apagar o que aqui está, porque revela muito sobre mim. Mas por outro lado, quem aqui escreveu, fui eu. Parte de mim está gravada aqui.

Então após estes anos todos, continuo a escrever, nem que seja só para eu lêr, ou para desabafar.

Podem perguntar, quem aqui passa e lê, tais coisas pessoais, e sentimentos fortes, podem perguntar porquê os escrevo aqui. É simples, desejo dar-me a conhecer, desejo ser acima de tudo entendido. Algo que não considero nada fácil.

To live without hope
it's a sad thing indeed
it's like not having a soul
it's like crying dry tears
it's like feeling a neverending pain
in the place where a heart should be.
To live without love
it's better not to live at all
it's like not feeling joy
it's like not ever smile
it's like not ever feel warm
it's like to be alone
in this big place where life doesn't stop.
To live without friends
it's the desert of life
it's like walking alone
forever in this road with loneliness as your only partner.

Poor are the creature born into this world unprotected
Evil are the ones that torture such inocent beings
Evil are the unspocken acts of mutilation made upon them
Forever i swear to smithe such demons, wolf or man.
Are we under right of ill treat defenseless beings, only because they arent born under a human star?
Can we rip open a pregnant cat with a knife just because we are drunk and we want to see what happens?
Can we take a eye out of a new born pet just for the fun of it?
....Death to such demons, they deserve no better, surely they deserve worst, far far worst.
Cowards them all.

In the middle of the storm
I need only her love
In the middle of the cold
I need only her heart
In the middle of the wind
I need only her strenght
If only she was here

Tonight like the nights before i walked my path alone, always alone.
The same path every night, to the same ending.
Tonight i was not a prowler but just a silent spirit that walked the dark streets.
Loneliness strikes hard at night, i missed the moon, i missed her company.
Tonight i lost the last members of my pack, truly now the path is darker than ever before.
How can i miss something i never had?
How can i dream about happyness if i know only what is to be sad?
Tonight was like any other night.
Cold and dark.